.........................................................My brother passed away today. I don't like discussing death for the simple reason that I have a different perspective than most on the issue. I almost don't know why I'm speaking about it here, because the last thing I want is anybody to feel sorry... The point is I feel a sense of peace and euphoria today as opposed to what i feel are false and imposed ideas of depression. I simply cannot afford to do anything but honor my brother by working harder on enjoying my life and achieving things that he can continue to enjoy vicariously from wherever he is in the universe today, and in the future. When I went to the city above for the first time, I spoke with him the day prior. He told me in cinematic fashion, "Enjoy Paris for me..."... I knew what it meant. We had shared many moments like this. Now, it's an everyday thang for me. Enjoy your lives. The little things. Fuck the bullshit. PEACE. I'm celebrating life tonight.

I love you Sam. You taught me everything you knew. Thank you.